terase mcm nk mnulis blek
tbe2 je kn?
maybe ade sesuatu yg memanggel aku kot
kwn2 da bsing...blog x update kte diorunk..
haha...ntah,byak yg bermaen kt hati nie....
tp cm x lalu nk tules...huuuuuu
so,maybe entry nie akan jdik sgt pjg...kot?
lau sgup bce....go on la...warning awal2 nih...hehe
so!
where shud we stat...?
ok...
sem lpas...
period...blan 2 smpi 5
aku dlm kejahilan...
seyes...aku total lost...
xtau pe aku wat....
yg penting...i'm in the deep sad...
for the period of time....
becoz of sum 1...
aku pna bcinte ker?
xpna...secare teori...tp aku tau bagaimana rsenyer cinte tuh...
indah kn?so...aku x heran..haha
pna x die tnye...knape aku blah dulu?
pna ker?x pna kot....
n ape status kite mase tuh?nuthin kn...
ok...
i'm back....becoz of wut?
u la....u yg courage i...u bg harapan kt i
i pon x tau knape i jdik bodo sbab jatoh cinte blek kt u..
shitfuck!really...i mean it...
u pna ckap..."i x ske u nk agp i nie cm milik u cm dulu"
u...realize...sdar x ape yg u ckp...
i x pna memiliki u...
i x pna memiliki spe2 pon kt dunia nie...
huw....how sad!(wut the big deals then?)
stop it...u da pg pon skunk nie...
diz is the end of it...
hope u hepy ngan nua...
wlaupon i tau u x hepy kn?
u da wat pilihan...dan i pon
beg kite?ble nk tuka balek?
i pon xtau....i tkot tkot nk jpe u lg
even dgr sore u pon...huw
tp i x ngelak kn...rse nk buang u jaoh2
bkan sbab i benci u...cme da xnk mencederakan hati i lagi..
n now..u cm nk close ngan i blek...
sory if u notice dat i da laen....i juz can't do it nymore...
u r my darkside...i mean it...
yes...we still a mates after all...but juz keep it diz way k...sory
(cm die bce lak!haha)
seyesly...x sangke bde ni abes cmni kn?
xpela...bde pon da jdik...
n u hve tke ur revenge kn...da puas ati?
congratz la ek....
xpe...even perit pon...
i still bole tersenyom ble igt memori kite..thanx a lot ya!
ok...rse nk igt blek pe yg da jdik...
17 januari 2009
yes...bfore diz kte mmg da kontek...
tp...asal contact jek mesti gado..
bosan la u...huhu....
n....yg pling i mara...
u x caye mse i ckp i accident..
sboley2 igt i g clubing...huhu papela u
then,i da mlas nk contact u...
smpi la 1 hari u kol i....
u ckp npe i senyap...
"relax la,slow2 la k"
u rse pe yg i pkirkn mse tuh?
i nekad nk blek ngan u...
sbab ape?pkir sndri la pink oi...
tp ari nie...aku igt smpi skarang...
ari 1st kte kuar lpas da setaun x jpe..
i igt ayat u mse i wat dono kt u ari tuh...
"the way u treat me,its a problem"
i tersentak...n i nekad akan ubah cre i layan u...
then,tarikh2 aku da lupe la..
tp ape yg die ckp aku igt..
ok
1."u,i sygkn u...i xnk bg harapan kt u..if u nk tgu,tgu la k"
2."u,i da de boy dulu...kterg da clash...tp i still syg kt die...slow2 la k...u juz stay k"(sbil nyanyi lgu stay=estrella)
3"u.i xley tpu dri i...i sygkn u sgt2...x bley idop tanpe u...bg i mse kay..."
4."u...u mates i,nua mates i,i xtau la u...u xyah la pkirkn i sgt...i bkan de pkir sal u pon...lau ade jodoh,ade la....lau u pndi jge i,y not kn?"
5."u...janji ngan i,even apepon jdik...kte ttp mates...janji!"
6."u...u ble nk ade awek nih?hehe"
7."u...i xley nk trime u..u terlalu baek utk i...lgpon,kte jaoh sgt...u noe me kn,i need sum 1...so kte mmg x ley sme2 la"
8,"u...u nie mates i,i kne jge u..ubah u...1 mse nti i akan pergi gak...i ce nk teman u...smpi la nti da de org ganti k"
9."u...jgn wat i rimas pliz"
10."pliz jgn bz body psal hal pink lg!aku pandai nk jge die(nua)"
hurm...mungkin ade yg aku tertinggal...x larat nk igt...sbab aku da smakin x cool nk nules nih
tp cm tuh la lbey kurg kronologi die....
talks is cheap kn...ske2 jek nk ubah2
ibu,kwn2 aku...di jb mahupon mlake
sgt x stuju dgn tindakan aku slame nie...
tp aku butekan mate..pekakkan telinga
sbab aku rse aku btol n hope tuhan ade ngan aku..
tp x...huuuuuuuuuuuuu
even kwn2 aku yg pd mulenye ade la lbey kurg 10 org
positif n support aku..
at last tgal sorg jek...yg len da blame aku dan kte aku bodo..
yg tgal tu pon mgkin sbab nk jge ati aku
dan x larat da nk tgok aku nges smpi leba bijik mate mse citer pasal nie
ye la...room mate aku kot...aku nges...die yg kne coolkn..kn?
bodo ke aku?
btw...congratz pd golongan negatif
n on the positive side...i'm sorry
even da camtuh pon...aku still kontek die
n wat cm bese...die wat prangai cne pon aku lynkn
n its a secret...org len x tau...
xmo diorg bsing2 lg
ckap kt diorg...aku da x kontek..
bkan kte2 die je brubah hari demi hari..
doa aku pon brubah gak...
n the last thing dat i said to god is..
"apepon yg jdik nti,harap kau dpat tenangkn jiwe aku n kuatkn smangat aku"
hu...aku tkot pd dri aku sndri...
tau x pe aku pkir...
aku pkir...aku dtg ruma org
aku dtg org jempot....
aku xkn blah slagi org x halau aku..
knape aku keluar dari ruma tuh?
tgokla blek pe yg die da ckap..
kt atas...ayat no 10..
da bce?so...no wonder la aku blah kn
org da halau kot
terkeseng-keseng lg kt situ wat perkn..
klua uma org...mate bengkak
apsal haaaaa?haha
*tringat lak mse aku sejok cm nk mati kt bus stand pontian sorg2
nk blek jb duet tambang x cukop...pgel mber dtg amek
rse bsalah gile kt mber....blek uma,ibu mara,bak mara,ayah perli
"sbab pompuan ko sgup cmni ek?kalau ngan family xnk plak...hishhh"kate ibu
aku tau derite tuh xkn abes kt situ..
aku ok je spanjang kt jb
tp aku tkot blek mlake
nta knape nta
tp aku gagahkn diri walaupon aku blek lwat sminggu dari kwn2
n...i'm ok...thanx god.....
hurm....nuff said kot...
even byak lg nk ckp..'
nti2 la...sbab aku da rse len mcm nih...huhu
as 4 ibu...yg x abes2 tanye...xyah la nk dok sg die lg bu..
die da laen da...(da,aku da btau ibu da)
btw....tribute to Nurul Shafiqah Alia Bte Rusli...
i'm gonna miss u...forever mates!i mean forever
everybody got their own stories...
so...wut is ur stories then???
story of my life....
cop!still hve a gud news la....
ok!
blan 5-blan 7
aku keje kt econsave jap...
my old job kot...hehe
dlm sedeh lg...
tp nga nk recover...reborn la..hehe
2 mgu keje!haha...ponteng je byak...
then...dpt keje kt utm...
haha...gomen kot!
keje relax...tp mulot asek nyumpah
karenah birokrasi yg x berhati perot
sikap tindas menindas oleh golongan yg mengaku kapitalis(fuck u moron!)
tp gaji baek!rm 57 per day...
ala...gaji x nmpak per pon...abes byar utang jek
byak kot hutang...hishh...pe nk jdik
bak kte mak aku..."ko nie...mude2 lg da utang sane sini"
haha...nk wat cne bu...org ade tanggong jawb..
haha...
still...
a lot of new things happen...
i love it...make new friends...
yup...i'm too happy to told it..
it juz...thanx god...
my life was not over yet...
i'm still alive n kickin!haha
then...
blan 7-8
ok...da stat sem bru..
luckily...aku bkan pemonteng tegar lg
haha...tp cm da nk jdik blek nie..
bahaye2...control beb...control
ok...yg penting aku da ade life aku blek
i'm too happy to live my life now..
i mean it
too many gud tings happen lately...thanx a lot!
btw,the latest 1
cuti h1n1...
enjoy gile...everyday is a holiday
enjoy gle2 nye...x tepikir pon kt org2 yg kne selseme babi yg da ujong2 tuh..huhu
ok....siap g tioman lg
yup...tioman!ko mmg terbaek..
i'll be back...i promise u!
nuff said...more to come...kot?
bola da nk stat da...
finally i've sumtink to do on weekend...
my passion i mean...wut else u gonna do on saturday?i'm hooligans
come on u gunners....keep the faith...in arsene we trust!
cheers......
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